I don't think I have a comprehensive understanding of the situation with your ban, Zupps, but let me just step in and tell you something. A while ago I used to play on a server. It was a good server at the time, but I got banned, and for a good reason (mainly just due to my stupidity at the time). I was banned there for at least several months until I was even given a chance to appeal. Do you know the kind of policy that server had on restoration of access? The lead admin had to receive a genuine picture of you that compromised you in some way. Eventually I went to such lengths in order to be able to play again. I don't recall doing anything close to rulebreaking from that point, let alone the full-scale flame wars you've been engaged in.
Where I am going with this is that I don't think you've done your best to change your attitude. Of course, all human beings mistake, we all can be stupid at times, but we must also learn from those errors. Having read some of your appeals and opinions of the staff, I understand that the main reason for your bans was insulting. According to Rule 2, disrespectful behavior is prohibited. What counts as disrespectful is up to the staff, but it is common sense that "imma shoot this dick into your mouth" is not a joke and is something most people are going to take offense at. Now, I'm not sure whether it applies to other cases as well, but what unites those is your unserious attitude towards your unban. Replying with "I'll write a response after I take a shower", signing as "Zupps Mothafuckin Smith", and justifying yourself with "... if that pussy can't handle insults then he shouldn't be playing SAMP." Dude, this is against rules. Period. With such an attitude what did you expect the staff to do? I'm pretty much sure you'd be out of playing and forums on the same day you tried to behave like that on another project.
I can't say I'm going to miss you because I'm not active enough to know you well, but I feel sorry that you haven't learned the lesson. Maybe as time passes you'll get how stupid your actions were the hard way, as I did, but let us just hope you'll eventually do.